It November 22, 2009 and this would have been our 1 year relation anniversary. If I had waiting , I know that nothing would be different and that makes me thoughtful. I don't know what I feel if anything and that makes me thoughtful too. All I know for sure is that this is still the right decision and that it is still one that makes my heart ache. I still think about you being alone and even though it is your choice and you probably prefer it, I feel bad. All I can do is wish you the best and hope that whatever happens in the future, that your life is better without me in it.